Thinking

Don't you think its weird how alcohol changes us? Does it reveal the real us who says what we're really thinking or does it turn us into a new person with new and different thoughts?

We're Back :)

So a week away and nothing has changed, not that I expected it to but sometimes I wish that I could come back and everything has changed to how it should be. After a week with no stress and no one bothering us we are back to reality.

I think Camden had a good time, there were a lottttt of smiles and giggles. He went to the beach, played in the sand, swung of the swings, watched a pantomime and met Billy the Bear :)

Monday- We travelled down to Minehead, checked-in then unpacked. Then as we were self-catering we popped to the local supermarket to grab some food then we went for a meal and had an early night.

Tuesday- We walked in Minehead and went to the beach. Then we went to watch Aladdin at the Butlins theatre. I was impressed actually but I don't think Camden was as he just went to sleep lol.

Wednesday- Me and Camden did a lot of walking then watched another show. We went and played in the parent and tots room for the afternoon.

Thursday- Swimming :) then we went to the park.

Friday- We travelled home and came back to reality.

Why is it that it only takes a change of scenery for my head to do over time? Every time I go away I always go into like a super deep thought mind set which involves my thinking about my life, future and who I am 24-7... Anyone else get this?

The conclusion- I want to change lol

Camden- Growing up so quickly. He has two teeth (the bottom front), they're lovely and sharp as I found out when he bit my arm. He can now stand briefly when holding onto something. In his door bouncer he will spend hours bouncing away (getting into a bad habit though because he wants to bounce ALLL the time lol), he says mama and chats away to himself 24-7. 8 months old.... where has time gone.

A Few Pics To Update you :)

Kirsty-

Camden-

More pictures to come :)

Our first vacation :)

Sooooo... tomorrow will be the first day of Camden's first vacation and where are we going? BUTLINS :) Don't worry I will be taking the camera so will have lots of things to show you :) I would have never imagined I'd be doing this at 20 years old. Kirsty- a family girl... Well I never.

I've been thinking today (again)- what if I had never had Camden... How different things would be... I'd now be living in Brighton at university just like I always wanted but I wouldn't change any of this for the world. Don't you think its funny how once you become a parent your needs go straight out of the window. Its as if having a baby opens this whole other part of you- a selfless, caring one and for someone who was once a horrible selfish teenager that is AMAZING. My life now has never been so better and for once I can finally say I'm happy. For those of you who know me, I was in the worst relationship ever. It dragged me down but now I'm free I feel like a completely different person and as for Chris well I feel bad that his life isn't going so good...

Another Aspect of this blog- I'm going vegan! So I may need the occasional rant about cutting animal consumption out of my life completely.

Also if this blog will allow me to I'm going to post videos every month just to say heyyyy :)
Today- went shopping, packed, worked out, listened to Camden laugh at me saying 'I Love You' (strange child), dyed hair retouched the redness

Saturday Night In

After a pretty average day of hanging out with Camden, I'm sitting here thinking about where my life is going... I hate these deep thinking sessions that usually end in the devourment of a tub of the good old 'Ben and Jerry's'.

What do I want out of life?
Why do I feel like I should be doing more?
What can I do to make our lives better?

So I've started a blog... Not really sure how that will answer these questions but at least now I can keep a record of our days...

Camden's first vacation- Butlins. We leave on Monday and I cannot wait to get away from this house. As much as I love it, boyyyy does it get boring around here. I really hope Butlins is ready for a very excited Mommy and an averagely excited Camden :)

TO DO- write a list of all the things I need to do when I get back

TODAY'S ACTIVITIES- paid the bills which is always a joy, chased Pancakes (my rabbit) around the garden for literally an hour, took Camden for a walk on his trike and began a blog :) not a bad day if you ask me :)

The Story So Far

For those who don't know me, let me introduce myself

Hi I'm Kirsty, a 20 year old single parent who has a wonderful 7 month old boy called Camden. Right I'll start at the beginning...

I found out I was pregnant when I was 19 and after much consideration I decided to keep the baby (I was still with Chris, Camden's dad, at this stage)... We moved in together, the relationship fell apart (long story cut short) but we stayed together for the baby's sake... I gave birth (well had a c-section) at 36 weeks. Then when Camden was 3 months old, Chris kicked us out on New Years Eve.

I moved back in with my parents while I found a new place to live, now me and Camden live on our own. Chris has hardly anything to do with Camden...

I am planning on going to university in September to study media (although I have recently began to doubt my career choice but that is a different post)

So that is the sorty so far in a nut shell... For those who followed me on YouTube- feel free to ask any questions and I will fill you in :)

So let the blogging begin :)